New Delhi, Feb 16 (ANI): Simon Cowell has revealed that he is loving his phase of fatherhood and organised every bit of his son, Eric's 1st birthday party himself. He said that a year before when he welcomed his little boy, he had no idea what it was going to feel like to be a dad as he was nervous about babies, but when Eric came to his life it was completely incredible, a web portal reported. He added that he himself planned his son with girlfriend Lauren Silverman's birthday, whether it was cake or inviting guests.